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TARTAGLIA | 公子 • childe ([personal profile] vapour) wrote in [personal profile] restitui 2025-05-23 07:59 pm (UTC)

Re: DAY 268; early afternoon

Well, aren't you just a little bit dangerous with a capability like that, my friend.

[ he says it as a statement rather than a question. ]

So, what intense feeling do you hear from me? ...Or, are you saying that it's a silence from me that's so loud after being used to hearing from so many?

...To be honest, I don't know if those situations can help me, as I've never experienced any help as a result so far. If anything, I've felt less connected, not more. The more I see others connect here when the connections don't even make any sense and fail at those connections myself, the further disconnected I feel from everything and everyone. Trying and getting nowhere is exhausting for me.

I do admit the concept is fascinating and is a bit of a magic bullet in my mind, in a way, though. But so far, there's no magic bullet for me.

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